Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Someone was telling me the other day, how strange a fact it is: the more you want something or someone, the more you have to pretend that you don't.
I can't stand that. I can't understand that. I try. I try to emulate the advice, after seeing my trials all in vain - but I think... what is the use?
I'm not trying to be poetic. Not the sad way that I normally despise. I'm a happy person. Somebody I know told me that he likes me because I'm a happy person. Someone else told me I'm her best friend because I'm a happy person... and yet, inspite of it all, the one I need says that there's a "space" we find ourselves in, which seems "inconducive" to a relationship.
I want to shoot someone. I want to shoot Engelbert Humperdinck for playing sad songs on the radio, when I come back home after heartbreak. I would like to shoot a lot of people. Not last of all, the person who says there is no "space".
Im very new to your blog..but I was hoping to see yur poetry...
Your post Cluttered
was something really touching to read as it shows your emotional side which many do not show so often
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